Sunday, January 20, 2008

I hate life

Life just got worse
My best friend betrayed me
Someone told my secret to people whom i hate
Betrayal
and
hell at home
i hate this useless existence of mine
I want to be free...\


someone save me!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

The New Life

Sigh...
Everything is so complicated nowadays. I don't like it at all! I want to live a peaceful life!
I miss my friends... new/old... anyone! I miss my best friend the most! I wanna talk to him again! Why does this have to happen to me...
School is so crazy. I hardly have time to rest after I come back. I hardly have any time for myself. Holidays are a breather for me... and i even sleep in classes!

But to look on a more positive side... at least everything seems brighter. New school, new subjects, new friends, new start. Oh well....

There is so much to blog, but I forgot all that I wanted to say. =/

ciao.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Strangeness

I'm sleepy and bored to blog. Lol...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

School's Eve

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!! What more could I ask forr??? My best friend is back! Weeee! I missed that person so so much, but obviously SOMEONE has forgotten about mee T_T!
Then again, tomorrow's school day! How could this possibly be??? Where has my holiday gone?
Holidayyyys come back!!!!

I feel so incompetent. I'm terrified of tomorrow.... I WANT A GOOD LOCKER!
Lol. I can't believe I have to wake up at 5:30 everyday! What is this paradigm shift I'm experiencing @_@! Why must everything change in a glance? Why?
This world confounds me. Maybe I should try my best not to worry. Not.



I miss kitty. It's been my best friend for a short time.. Oh well.

I hope this year is great >.<
I also hope that I'd be able to meet all my old friends.

Good luck to me, and to everybody reading this. =)

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Hello 2008, I don't welcome you.

The New Year has come.

Oh yeah.. sure... I should be all sentimental about it, reminiscing about the old year and how good it's been and looking forward to a new beginning.
But I'm not! Because there is not much to look forward to this year. Not that I know of anyway. sigh.. I wish I didn't have to grow up so fast. Frankly, I'm really scared of form 4. I can't believe I actually agreed to take all the science subjects! This is terrible! I can't study!!

People usually make new year resolutions (but they end up failing after the first few days anyway) every start of the year. I couldn't care less about em, but I shall try anyways.

Rachel's New Year Resolutions
1. Take a picture with Zac Efron
2. Travel across the world in 20 days
3. Get a new yacht
4. Be on par with Tyra Banks
5. Get straight A's in every single Mid-term and Final exam
6. Marry an old RICH man
7. Be a good girl

That concludes my new year resolutions. Sounds kinda difficult tho. But then again I'll probably forget them like everybody else,
like how reeds waver in the wind, so will my resolve this year.

Signin out <3!>