My 100th post ;D!

YAAAAY I've reached my 100th post (I think) today ;D!
This blog has been around for quite a long time although I've considered switching to TUMBLR
But then again, if I'd be impressed if I reach my 1000th post, so meh ;p.

There's this awesome song I found, it's just so beautiful ;).
Although rather bittersweet, I find the melody so sweet <3. Heehee!



California King Bed - Rihanna.

Xoxo!

Welcome to Midnight

Yes, this day has ended now
The light I return with a stench so foul
It was naught but predators on prowl
That sun gave me the bitterest scowl

Was I a child full of blinded hope
That the ones I loved could not cope
With the evident relief from my fears
Why am I left with nothing but tears

A lesson learnt is a painful thing
My heart stopped what it started to sing
Replaced with an awkward silence lingering
This shattered mind does still ring
From that inevitable delirious sting
Of venomous, tragic Misunderstanding.

Misunderstood though I gave my all
Which led to this cruelest fall!
I gave my time I gave my love
I gave all I could, I placed it above

Above the things I used to claim
Above my dignity, trust, my name
Above the wants I said was mine
Above the things I doubted fine

Yet this happened, how can it be?
How was I so blind not to see?
Why did I ignore my dearests' plea?
That this wasn't the right one for me?

Hence into the night slowly I'll crawl
Battered and bruised from the massive brawl
Far from that girl who stood proud and tall
I give to the shadows of this curtain call


But soon enough I know I'll stand
Taller yet because I can.
I am a woman. I need no man.

Chasing the Sun.

From that morning that I so had
9am, a hasty departure from love so mad
Till the moment I sat alone hurting and sad
Without what was mine, it hurt so bad

I sat in that seat, and away I go
Away from the comfort I treasured so
Away from the home I love and know
Away from piercing dawn, the morning show

Face stained with evidence of pain
As the plane pulled away to foreign rain
A lingering, longing chant of disdain
"Stay strong stay calm, stay thoroughly sane!"

So here I am, chasing the sun
Quickly, hastily, I need to run
Land me there or darkness has won
This isn't a joke, this isn't pun

Keep me in the morning's ray
On this incandescent 8th of may
Never let the night time say
"The sun is down, my time to play"

Please,
please.
Let today
Forever,
Stay

BLOGALIVE.

HAHA My blog has had some major revamping ;D!
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Thanks ;D!

Weddings and Bliss.

It was like a fairytale come true, Crystal is now, officially married!
She was resplendent in her beautiful white wedding dress. But push all that aside,
The look on her face, the childlike wonder and bewilderment, the subtle hints of
fantastic awe, and yet her down-to-earth nature of it all. My gosh,

She looked so beautiful.
(still is btw. >:P)

The way she merrily greeted everyone, with the broadest of smiles. The way she shook each and everyone's hand firmly, as if the handshake was a gratefully expressed non-verbal thanks, the way she danced down the aisle without a care in the world but to be with her newfound joy.

The way she told him that she's still head over heels over him, after all these years.


I could've started tearing up right there, on my seat.
(But I didn't ofc, that would've ruined my make-up, which I will then go into a fit of super minor drama, which is bad! nononono.)

I'm overjoyed for you Crystal, your marriage means so, so much to so many of us, your students, and especially to me.

<3 you Crystal. You've truly been blessed.