Bah I'm so slow and lame ;o

c
Geez I realized that I've been writing tons of emo stuff all this while
So i decided to go HAPPY HAPPY *puts on party/santa/random hat*

Soozzzz Yesterday I went to Mid V with Alexandra Leeh *points down*


Omg the funn it was sooooo bloody fun!
Ahahahah!
Niways then we 'bumped' into reign ;D
Heeeee <33333333
Watched Twilight, talked tons of crap, ate at the expensive 'Flying Chillies' Restaurant.
Personally I thought their pineapple fried rice tasted like Nasi Goreng.
Omg weird o_O
Okay peeps feel HUNGRY
XD
I'm mean.
I mean I rarely get to go out so this outing meant a lot to meh!
Hah I feel like going out again <3333 eheehehehe XD
ciaooz =3

Hell.

When I got home from tuition, I was in for the biggest surprise.
Someone in my family logged into my msn and replied things which I rather not know to my friends that sent me offline msgs.

This. is truly. Hell.
I expect more to come. Maybe soon I'll be unable to blog anymore.
Not like anyone reads it anyways.

Sweetess Requiem

Mmmm. Life.
Don't you just hate it when people control you until you feel like you're being strangled?
Well. There are just SOME people like that who willingly wants to do so in your life.
Thinking of them makes me wanna puke. Oh how I wish to do some sort of Violence T_T
Why must we (me) put up with them everyday? Rebellion does seem to be an option >_>. I think I'm just writing random nonsense. Don't mind me.
I just don't want my computer time taken away. You know how cooped up and lonely I am in my house? Only nagging prevails here. I can't even go out.
Lately I've been feeling like a social recluse. When I face people I don't even know how to talk to them!
I'm not the same girl I was anymore. Sure people change, but I have changed for the bloody worse!
I don't even know how to be nice to anyone anymore. Should I blame it on my upbringing or should I say that it's just me.

I feel encased in loneliness and pain. I need a way out.

Morning Call!

I just realized that I slept for 10 hours yesterday.
Which is good. I think..

Blurrrrrrrr...

OHES! i just realized that i was writing in meh blog ;O. (liess)
Hmm what to write What to write. WoE sucked today D:
Yeaaah.... sooo....

Random pic time :D!



Did i ever tell you that i like milk? Guess I did <3

I LOVES BRO AND DONT TRY TO STOP MEH XD

Of failing Internet connections and mindless brain sucking zombies

*Neko is currently leeching off somebody's weak internet connection*
I want my STRONGPOWERFUL internet connection back T_T
SOBS i say SOBS!
so what do I do when the internet is down and when i so desperately try to log in to my many stuffs online???

the answer is simple... PLAY SPOREE :D!!!!!
yesh. The blur-est meaningless sim game of the centuriee! SPORE-AN-GIUM!

What is spore, you humans may ask? Go check the internet this Neko would say :D
so mean rite? In spore i has created mah armie of unstoppable ebil minions which woood one day RULEZ TEH GALAXIEE HAHAHAA! (Gila dy)
Nah I mean. I created cute stuff. exactly. thats what Ive been trying to say *nods head*

My first creature... is... the Himerians :D


Eesn't it soooo pokablee *<3sss*? Next would be the Veneto(s)??!? [out of lack of names to give it]


Strange creatures that sing :O

Lastly would be the hawt and sexxeh things called...
uh... what were they called again...
YESH! THE PUKUPUKU!!!!

They r so cute i could just PUKE. What where woo?
Niways. :3 Check out their lil pom poms on their tails and their hornss <3
GORE! HAHAA!
:D

Sporeee ;_;!
niwayss gotta play BRO nowww. I hearts BRO :D

<3

Life's Greatest Challenges

Hmmm. I dont know how I manage to live with everyday.
Well. Life sucks. No doubts bout that. Guess I have to stop whining.
Everything seems so wrong though. I think I've lost my ability to keep a positive attitude.

Anyone who's reading thiss, DONT EMULATE MY STUPIDITY
=D

Hehee^^. Today I bought a small carton of milk for 2 bucks. 2 BUCKS FOR TAT SMALL THING OMGOMGOMGMGG
my goodness! But maaaaaan I love LOVE LURRRRVE MILK

It's the best :D!

Melamine is so scary o_O. It's threatening my milk time.
I
HEARTS
COW
MILK

HAHAAS

Weird =X

:D

<3s!

Himerians Lolsss

*Looks left, Looks right*

AH EM GEE BLOG's BACK WOOT!
Gee I don't know why I'm trying to revive my dead blog. DEAD FOR 10 MONTHS ARGHS
Hmmm...

So stresseeeddd. At home, its a war zone. A battle of wits (?!?!) and superiority
well at least it's le holidayssss woootssssss

Ragna is getting into meh veins... hoo boy.
noes gotta study.

*tries different blog skins*

La Mer

This is a poem I wrote, one of my first attempts at poetry. Quite dumb lo. Prepare to laugh your heads off!

The Sea

Tonight I shall dream about the Sea,
A sea so vast, all just for me;
An ocean so blue that matches the skies,
The glimmering colour of thine eyes.

Tonight over fires I shall roast seagulls,
Chew on their meat, spit out their skulls;
I shall lie on the never-ending sand,
I will be with you, holding your hand.

Beyond this dream are troubles untold,
The world out there is cruel and cold;
So hold me tighter and tighter still,
Don't make me leave against my will.


Here on this enchanted shore I stand,
On this marvelous, wondrous piece of land;
How mightily the oceans before me roar,
And how surreal this world, this place, this shore.

So my love, look unto me,
Above the noise of the raging sea;
The stars above sing this silent night,
You undo my wrongs, you make things right.

Stand by me,
Here by the Sea,
Please my love, hear now plea.
My want to share this dream with thee,

By this Sea
Just You
and Me.

I hate life

Life just got worse
My best friend betrayed me
Someone told my secret to people whom i hate
Betrayal
and
hell at home
i hate this useless existence of mine
I want to be free...\


someone save me!

The New Life

Sigh...
Everything is so complicated nowadays. I don't like it at all! I want to live a peaceful life!
I miss my friends... new/old... anyone! I miss my best friend the most! I wanna talk to him again! Why does this have to happen to me...
School is so crazy. I hardly have time to rest after I come back. I hardly have any time for myself. Holidays are a breather for me... and i even sleep in classes!

But to look on a more positive side... at least everything seems brighter. New school, new subjects, new friends, new start. Oh well....

There is so much to blog, but I forgot all that I wanted to say. =/

ciao.

Strangeness

I'm sleepy and bored to blog. Lol...

School's Eve

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!! What more could I ask forr??? My best friend is back! Weeee! I missed that person so so much, but obviously SOMEONE has forgotten about mee T_T!
Then again, tomorrow's school day! How could this possibly be??? Where has my holiday gone?
Holidayyyys come back!!!!

I feel so incompetent. I'm terrified of tomorrow.... I WANT A GOOD LOCKER!
Lol. I can't believe I have to wake up at 5:30 everyday! What is this paradigm shift I'm experiencing @_@! Why must everything change in a glance? Why?
This world confounds me. Maybe I should try my best not to worry. Not.



I miss kitty. It's been my best friend for a short time.. Oh well.

I hope this year is great >.<
I also hope that I'd be able to meet all my old friends.

Good luck to me, and to everybody reading this. =)

Hello 2008, I don't welcome you.

The New Year has come.

Oh yeah.. sure... I should be all sentimental about it, reminiscing about the old year and how good it's been and looking forward to a new beginning.
But I'm not! Because there is not much to look forward to this year. Not that I know of anyway. sigh.. I wish I didn't have to grow up so fast. Frankly, I'm really scared of form 4. I can't believe I actually agreed to take all the science subjects! This is terrible! I can't study!!

People usually make new year resolutions (but they end up failing after the first few days anyway) every start of the year. I couldn't care less about em, but I shall try anyways.

Rachel's New Year Resolutions
1. Take a picture with Zac Efron
2. Travel across the world in 20 days
3. Get a new yacht
4. Be on par with Tyra Banks
5. Get straight A's in every single Mid-term and Final exam
6. Marry an old RICH man
7. Be a good girl

That concludes my new year resolutions. Sounds kinda difficult tho. But then again I'll probably forget them like everybody else,
like how reeds waver in the wind, so will my resolve this year.

Signin out <3!>